ippellaam okka thodankinaa nakkiyavudan rendu perum pundaiya virichchu kaattittu, yennai muthalla? yennai muthalla? yena nachsarikkiraanga. 1

“yenga namakku naalaikku kalyaana naal, niyaapakamirukkaa”

“irukkuthudi”

“sari, yenga pokalaam”

“thankachchi veettukkuthaan”

“aamaa, thankachsiya okkirathunaa ungalukku thaan kushiyaachche.”

naan sirikka, avalum sirisitte samaiyalaraikku poyittaal.

yaar aval?

naan yaar? ithellaam therinjikka konjam varalaarrai paakkalaamaa…

yen peyar raamkumar. raamnu kooppiduvaanga. naan tharpodhu oru kampeniyila nalla velaiyilirukken. yenga oor, inka vendaam. yenga sampalam, yenkalin kudumpaththukku pothiyadhaaga irukku. naanum, yen manaivi kalpanaa mattumthaane. athuvum yengalukku kalyaanamaagi, kittaththatta 3 varudam thaan aachchu. yenga appaavum, yenkalookku siramam kodukka kootaathena, yen kalyaanam mudindhu, oru varudaththileye iranthittaar. paavam avarin maranam, yennai rompavum paathichsittadhu. ammaavaip patri sollave vendaam, yen thankai pirandhu rendu varudaththileye kannai moodittaanga. apparamenna naanum, yen manaivi mattumthaan thaniyaaga. yeppa paaththaalum ore kaama vilaiyaattaal, veede nirainthirukkum. athanaal yenakku mattumindri, yen manaivi kalpanaavukkum athiga sukam kidaikka, ore vilaiyaattuthaan pongal.

itharkum, mele pesiya uraiyaatalukkum yennadaa sampanthamnu ketkareengalaa? yena ketkareengalaa, sollaren. athukku innum konjam pinnokki pokanum. povaamaa…

ki.pi. 2002 aam aandu, naan kaalej muthal varudam padiththittirunthen. appodhu yen thankai, appodhu 11aavathu padiththittirundhaal. andha varudaththirku, munthaiya varudaththile yellaam yenakku yen thangaiyin mel yenthavoru thappaana ninaippum illai. yenenraal atharku munnaal yen manathil kaama thevathaiyaaka kudiyirundhaval yen kampyoottar aasiriyai kaamaatchi. aamaam, yenga kaamaatchi metammai paaththaale, yenga pasanga yellorukkum sunni munaiyila shaakkadichchu, thookkeettaada aarampikkum. avvalavu seksiyaana udampu avalukku. oru pennirkaaga, rendu per adichsikkiradhu thamizh padangalil. aanaa yenga kaamaatchi memmattum “namma kaalejla yaaraavadhu oruththanukku mattum yen mulaiya kaattaren” yenru sonnaal, yenga kaalejje adichsikkum.

yenga nanparkalidam adikkadi pesikkum nikazhchi yenra theriyumaa….

“dei machchi, neththaikku yen sunniya kaamaatchi medam vaayila pottu oompunaadaa”

“athennadaa, naan neththaikku kaamaatchiya naai maathiri nikka vechchu, avanga pundaiya pinnaalirundhu nakkinendaa”

“podaa, naan sollach solla ketkaama, kaamaatchi yennaip padukka vechchu, yen saamaan mele yeri oththaa paaru, yappappaa yenna sukam!”

“pongadaa, naan neththaikku metamma thookkitte yenga veedu muzhuthum thookkitte oththen. avunga yennai katti pidisikka, naan iduppa izhuththizhuththu oththen”

yennataanu ketkareengalaa, ithellaam yen nanparkalukku thinamum yerpadum kanavu. aanaalum avanuga, athai kanavaa yeduththukkarathilla. yennamo kaamaatchi teechsarai thinamum oththuttu, santhoshamaa irukkiramaathiriye, santhoshap pattukkuvaanuga. aanaa, naan appadippattavan kidaiyaadhu.

yen manathil yenakkum, yenga kaamaatchi metamukkum kalyaanamaagi, naanga rendu perum, santhoshamaa yenkalin vaazhkkaiya vaazhndhittirukkom. ava kuzhanthai vendaamenrida, naanum konjam santhoshamaa vaazhalaamnu avakitta sollida, thinamum oththittirukkom.

yennadaa loosu maathiri pesare! yena ninaikkareengalaa, yenga kaamaatchi metamma paaththaa, ippadi ketka maatteenga. avalin azhakukku nikare kidaiyaadhu. yennathaan aval vayasu 30 aakittaalum, yen kannirku yenrum azhakiyaakave therindhaal. aval azhakil naanga mattumilleenga, pala vaaththiyaarkalum sokkiththaan thirinthaanga. avanga kural azhakirukke, athu innamum soopparaayirukkum. yen kaamaatchi teechsarin azhakileye thirinthittirundha yenakku, oru vimotchanamaakaththaan yen thangaiyin thunai kidaiththathu.

yen thankaikkum pundaiyundu, yena naan arindhu konda naal. andha naalukku munnar, naan avalai yeppavum thappaa ninaikka maatten. yeppavum thankai, thankai yena jaaliyaaththaan vilaiyaadittiruppen.

atharku munpellaam yen nanparkaludan serndhu pittu padam paappathum, yenkaavathu sinna sinna laiv sho paappathum, paathrum suvar mele kaiyadichchu thanniya viduvathum, thoonkum podhu thalaiyanaiya oppathume yen kaama naatkal kazhindhana.

ippadiye yen kaama vaazhkkai mudinthidumo, yen seks yen manaiviyudan thaan amaiyumo? yena naan yenkith thaviththittirukka, naan irukkirenena yen thankachchi pundai koova, naan veriyeriyadhai solkiren kelungal.

andha naal. yenkappaa velaikku poyida, sanikkizhamai yaathalaal, yen kaalejjeem, thankachchiyin palliyum vidumuraiyaayirukka, naanga rendu per mattum veettilirundhom.

vazhakkam pola nanparkaludan veliye padaththukku senrittu, mathiyam veedu thirumba anru mani 2 aayittadhu. athanaal naan saappida, thankai yerkanave saappittu mudisittu, divi paaththidirundhaal. naan saappittu mudisittu, roomukkul poyi thoonga, thankaiyum yen pakkaththila paduththu thoonkinaal. yen veettil kattilellaam kidaiyaadhu. yeppavum naangalum, appaavum onnaaga paai virichchu oreyitaththulathaan thoonkuvom. yennikkaavathu appaa thanniyadichsirunthaa, naanum, thankaiyum thaniyaaththaan thoonkuvom. yeppellaam appaavukku, ammaavin ninaippu varutho thanniyadikka aarampichsiduvaar. veettirku vanthittu, yendha saththamumillaama thoonkiduvaar. sari atha vidunga, naanum, thankaiyum anru mathiyam thoonkida, yezhunthirukka 5 maniyaanathu. naan yezhundhu mukam kazhuvi vara. thankaiyum yenthirichchu, mukam kazhuvittu tee pottu kondaandhaal. naan vaangi kudisittu, divi paaththidirukka, avalum kitteyukkaandhu divi paaththaal. pin aval yenthirichchu poyida, naan thaniyaaga divi paaththidirunthen.

pin paathroom vara maathiri irukka, sattena yezhundhu paathroom pakkam ponen. attaach paathrumenpathaal seekkiram poga mudiyuthena ninaichsitte, paathroom kathavai thirakka….. kannil appadiyor athirchi.

anke yen thankai paavaadaiyai mele thookki vittu, jattiyai orupuram vilakkiyavaaru seithittu, pal vilakkum piras aval pundaikkul paathiyirukkumaaru, pakkettai kuppurap pottu, athan mel ukkaanthirunthaal.

yenakku akkaatchi, apdiye irukka, sattena yennaip paaththaval dappena paavaadaiya keezhirakki, pirashshudan ninraal. aanaalum yenakku thankachchi pundai avvalavaakaththeriyalai. aanaalum avalin thodaikal venmainiraththil, vellai velerena minna, naan aval mukaththai paaththen. aval maattikkittom yenru ninrirukka, naana valai povena sonnen. avalum medhuvaaga paathroomai vittu nadandhu poyittaal. yenakku paathroom muttikkittu nirka, kakkoosh kuzhiyila ukkaanthen. kakkoos ukkaanthathum, yenakku thankachsiyap paaththa nilai niyaapakaththukku vara, “sari avalukkum aasaiyirukkumallavaa” yena vittutten. aanaal athu yen saamaanukku pidichsida viraikka aarampiththaal. naam thaan kaamaatchiyai ninaikkaveyillaiye yena ninaikka, yen saamaan rediyaanathu. thankachchiyin ven thodaikal niyaapakam vara, yen saamaan naanethir paakkaamaleye thanniyai peeichiyadhu. pirakenna kakkooshudan, sunniyaiyum vaatdar vaash pannittu, veliye vanthen. naan divi yai paaththuttu ukkaara, thankai samaiyalaraikku poyittaal. yenakku aval ninaivaakave irukka, mani 7 aanathu. appaa velaiyilirundhu vanthida, avar paayila paduththaar. appave purinthittadhu, appaa kudichsirukkaraarnu. naanga yethum thontharavu seiyalai. thankai saappaadu seiya, naanum, avalum amaithiyaa yethumpesaamal saappittu mudichsom. aval yennai yereduththookooda paakkavillai. naan avalin mukaththai paaththitte saappittu mudikka, yen manathil thankachchiyin azhaku, kudiyera aarampiththathu. naanum ithu varai seks uravai anupavichsathe kidaiyaadhu. athanaala “thankachchiyai oththitalaamaa” yena, kaama aasaikal thankachchiyin mel valara aarampiththana.

andha sila nimidangal kaamaatchi metaththirku thurokam seithittadhaaga thona, naan yeppadiyaavathu thankachsiya madakki oththutanumena mudiveduththen. oru velai thankachchikku pidikkaama poi saththam pottuttaanaa yenna panrathu yenra yennamum yen manathai rompavum payamuruththa, naan yenna seiyalaamendra kuzhappaththileye irunthen. mani 9 aakida, thankai yennai paaththittu padukka ponaal. naan romba neram yosichsittirukka, yen payaththai kaamam vendradhu. aanathu aakattum “vanthaa malai, ponaal mayiru” yena, aathvekaththudan yenthireeththen.

divi yai ஆஃப் pannittu, mella petroominul nuzhainthen. appaa thanniyadichchu irundhadhaal, avare roomin or oraththil poi paduththukka, thankai oru paayila ukkaandhu kathai puththakam padiththittirundhaal.

aval appodhu paavaadai, sattaiyilirundhu maari, yeppavum thoonkum podhu aniyum, petti kot pottuttu ukkaanthirunthaal. athaip paakkave, yen lunkikkul saamaan pudaikka, avalai paaththen. aval yennai paaththuttu, meendum kankalai puththakam pakkam thiruppikka, naan avalidam vanthen. aval kaalkalai madakki ukkaanthirukka, yereduththu yennai paaththaal. naan avalai paakka, lunkikkul saamaan aadittirundhadhu. athu ava kannil pattida, vetkaththudan puththakaththai keezhe vaiththaal. avalukku sammathamaakaththaan irukkumnu ninaichchittu, ava kitte paayil ukkaanthen. aval yennai paakka, mella kai neetti kaal melirundha pettikotin keezh pakuthiyai pidichchu thookka, aval thadukkaamal vetkaththil sirisitte ukkaanthirunthaal. yenakku veriyera, mella thookkinen. aval azhakaaga jatti pottuttu ukkaanthirukka, jattiya paaththittu avalai paakka, aval vetkaththil mukam kavizhndhaal. naan mella kai vittu jattiyai varuda,avalo ss yenraal. konja neram varudiyathum yen kai nanaiya aarampiththathu. aval kansithaanena therinjittu “aankila padaththula kanchiyai desht pannuvaankalla, ivaluthu yeppadiyirukkum” yena ninaisitte, yen kaiyai yen vaaikkul vida, rompavum desttaaga irundhadhu. meendum jattiya varudi nakka, sirichsaal.

pin aval kaiyai yen lunkikkul vida, jattiya varuda vechchen. naan kaiyai yeduththathum avale yen jattikkul kaiyai vittu, sunniyai varuda aarampiththaal. muthal muthalil yen sunniyai oru pennin kai thota, shaakkadichsaapla irundhadhu. naan anupavikka, aval yen saamaan muzhuthaiyum varudittu, mella kottaikalai varuda aarampiththaal. aval varudalaal yen saamaan innum nimira, yenakku veriyeriyadhu. yen sattaiyai kazhattittu, lungi kosuvaththai avizhkka, jattiyudan ukkaanthirukka, aval kai jattikkul iroondhadhu. naan sirikka, aval kai yeduththittaal. pin naan aval thol pattaiyai thota, vetkinaal. mella aval mulaikal mele kai vechchen. 17 vayasu pennirkaana aappil mulaikal, kaiyil pata mella pisainthen. thankai sukaththil munaka, naan avalin rendu mulaiyaiyum pettee kodudan kasakkinen. aval kaampukal akappada, kaampukalai kasakkinen. aval apdiye jattiya kaattitteerukka,

jattiyai oru puram vilakki, thangaiyin pundaiyai paaththen. konjam koota mudiyillaamal minna. kaamarasam vadinthittirundhadhu.

“konjam koota mudi” yenayizhukka, aval “illa sev” yena izhuththaal. aval appothaan pesinaal. yenakku veriyera, naan mella aval pundaiyai varudinen. thankai sukaththil thudikka, aval pundaiyai varudittu, paruppinai thadavinen. aval paruppu, yen kaiyin soottaal nimira, naan aval pundaikkul yen aatkaatti viralai vitten. yen viral ulle poga, aval thudiththaal. yenakku sukam thalaikkera, yen viralai vekamaaga aval pundaikkul vittedukka, sukam thaankaamal sshaaaass yena thudiththaal. aval mukam maarida, naan aval pundaiyai varudittu kaiyai yeduththen.

thodarum..

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